Even if i tell u millions of time, you still do the same thing right? You are not safe when you lie. Cause the feeling, the bonding is so strong that it always tell me something is not right somewhere. i am numb whenever this happen cause i am so used to it already. If you always think that you want to enjoy, why not you live life you own then? cause you always lie to me and to yourself just to enjoy. At times you always care more of your friends than me. I can feel that too. I really don't get it what they had give you all this while. if it's about the memories, oh come on. Even i can leave them and keep the memories to myself. Why do you still hang out with your friends that at times make your life difficult? who always try to ask for you help when they need you only? All im trying to say is please wake up. This is reality. Yes, you must be very sad when you lost few of your friends but have you ever wonder why? Because Allah s.w.t. don't want you to be with them. Ya Allah, Bukakanlah pintu hati dia dan berikan lah cahaya Mu dan rahmat Mu kepada dia. (AMIN)

I only want the best for you. I want you not to get hurt that's all. Everyday, every hour, every second, i always pray the best for you and your future. Hopefully you can lead a happy life ahead without them who always pick on you to do all those unhealthy things. Cause i love you so much, so dearly that i can't see you get hurt by them an inch. So, if i said things that might make you irritated and tempered, please don't get mad with me cause i know it's the best for you and me and your future. If all this while u think that i think of myself for my happiness, i'm sorry. You are wrong. You are my happiness all this while. You are the route that leads me to the journey of my life, of my happiness. To see you happy is my answer to everything. I love you. :)

All of these are just for you, the one and only in my heart. <3

Sincerely,

Anirah.