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Tuesday, August 16, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Recently, lots of things had happened. Alhamdulillah, i've managed to control whatever i am doing. The other night, when out with Zahidah and her friends to Victory beside Zam Zam. At first we wanted to eat at Zam Zam but it was packed. So we had to go Victory instead. The food was nice and it was fun sharing food during fasting month. I was kinda shy to talk to them cause i barely know each of everyone there except for Zahidah. After we ate, we went to Sultan Mosque. It was near so we had our maghrib prayers there. :) It was blissful cause we got to go and pray together. We thought of heading to Bazaar Geylang but we ended up at Mcdonald opposite Raffles Hotel. I don't talk to the guys. Most of the time i was with Zahidah. It was nice meeting everyone. Yesterday, the plan was supposed to be me and him BUT the plan changed cause i thought of finishing my work after i iftar at his house. He suddenly said he's going to meet his friend and then it was canceled. Ended up me and Atin went out chilling with the full moon at Pasir Ris Beach. :D it was fun talking to her about the past and what's happening lately. Overall, i had fun with Atin yesterday. He was upset with me cause he thought that i didn't trust him as i wanted to check his phone. Oh well... I guess i should stop doing that and do my own stuff instead. I got no more Facebook cause i think it makes me more negative towards him and vice verse. Stupid. If only i am not so jealous and very easy going person. Hmm. Somehow, being an easy going person have it's limit too. :( How i wish i can easily brain wash myself not to think of the negative things. Hmm. I want to spend more time with him. I guess time is very short. :( Last 2 days, i dream about this guy which i got no idea who is he. In my dream, i was very close with that guy and yes, i am still with my bf. In the dream, i was quite happy with him. I enjoyed my days with him but it ended awhile. My friends and the rest of my family were happy to see me with him being close and yes of cause, we were just friends. But in that dream, the guy likes me a lot. I remembered that i laughed with him in the dream and then... a voice from my right side asked me " what about your bf? what are you going to do about it" something like that... and i kept silent for awhile. i think of my bf and i love him as i always do. I woke up and smile though at the same time i was blur about the weird dream. I said to myself, it was just a dream. Lol. I can't simply love someone else cause i love him deeply and i can't describe it by words. Only Allah s.w.t. knows how big my love for him. Will continue again soon. :) |
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