Its been so long since Ramadhan? Yes indeed every human have their own problem. Allah s.w.t. never stop giving us any obstacles that will come to our way... Indeed, HE love us more than we can ever imagine. You can even CRY your lungs out when u even think if HIM and what you terribly done to him. When you do something bad, and you still remember HiM, be happy. HE still loves you like no other. :)

the problem now is, i need to get a new job urgently but i keep holding back coz i think of my dad. haish.i really dont like quarreling or even argue with anyone in my life. i really DISLIKE it.

Alhamdulillah syukur kpd Illahi. At last, he confessed to me everything...How can i not love him? Sometimes he also guides me when im down and im not thinking straight. My bestfrens never fail to help me too. How can i not be frens with them who appreciates me for who i am no matter what happen? :) Syukur Alhamdulillah. Don't u feel like crying when u think of the beautiful things that happened in your life? Syaitan will always triggers you to think of the bad side. ALWAYS and NEVER GIVE UP. So, we as human must also do the same thing to bring syaitan down. Correct? To be truth, i dont give a shit of all the girls out there but there's limit ok. i can be very very very quiet but don't ever ever try to test my patience. You never know what will happen to you and also bf. My words can be nice and sweet but don't let me use those vulgarities and all to talk to you and make you understand of me. Then, that was a long time ago. I've stopped all that. i rather keep it to myself and tell abt it to my bestfrens and family. That's all. Whatever it is, i will keep on smiling to cover all the pain and sadness in my life. i dont want others to see how hard my life is at least. Always follow the Rasulullah s.a.w. hadis and Al-quran. Insya-Allah, Allah will guide you. Amin Ya rabbal'Alamin. ;')