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Monday, January 16, 2012 Assalamu'alaikum... So many things came up in my mind. I just cudnt get it out... Only Allah s.w.t. knows how i feel every single day. Hmm... i dont know why now a days i always think of my relationship with him. myb i shudnt think too much abt it. i shud stop instead...i need to stop worrying things that do not have any probs. There're no words to express how much i love him. How much his love always reminds me of Allah s.w.t.. Always makes me much more closer to Allah. Subhanallah. i Love Allah more than anything else. So, every time things came up i put my faith in HIM that everything will be fine. Everything will be fine. Be patient. Thats what've been telling myself. To make myself strong and stay on the ground firmly, i know there's always reasons. My life means nothing without the Creator. i really cannot sleep.. my mind keeps on functioning. i always pray to Allah that my love will always stay by my side no matter. They are also the reason why im still standing on my feet while people around me trying to bring me down. Even tho im happy with what im doing right now, im still searching for more. More time to think of Allah and trying to get closer to HIM. Ya Allah, dekatkn diriku padaMu. Tingkatkn diriku. Tambahkan imankusekiranya ia kurang dlm hidupku. Ya Rahman, berikanla aku kasih sayangMu, rahmatMU dan petunjukMu. Ya Rabbi, ampunkanlah segala dosa ku yang besar dan kecik. Ampunkan lah dosa setiap umat islam. Sesungguhnya Engkau Yang Maha Agung. Amin. Thursday, December 8, 2011  thats me.. wearing hijab and i took it with my new samsung galaxy s2!  Assalamu'alaikum. Its been so long since Ramadhan? Yes indeed every human have their own problem. Allah s.w.t. never stop giving us any obstacles that will come to our way... Indeed, HE love us more than we can ever imagine. You can even CRY your lungs out when u even think if HIM and what you terribly done to him. When you do something bad, and you still remember HiM, be happy. HE still loves you like no other. :) the problem now is, i need to get a new job urgently but i keep holding back coz i think of my dad. haish.i really dont like quarreling or even argue with anyone in my life. i really DISLIKE it. Alhamdulillah syukur kpd Illahi. At last, he confessed to me everything...How can i not love him? Sometimes he also guides me when im down and im not thinking straight. My bestfrens never fail to help me too. How can i not be frens with them who appreciates me for who i am no matter what happen? :) Syukur Alhamdulillah. Don't u feel like crying when u think of the beautiful things that happened in your life? Syaitan will always triggers you to think of the bad side. ALWAYS and NEVER GIVE UP. So, we as human must also do the same thing to bring syaitan down. Correct? To be truth, i dont give a shit of all the girls out there but there's limit ok. i can be very very very quiet but don't ever ever try to test my patience. You never know what will happen to you and also bf. My words can be nice and sweet but don't let me use those vulgarities and all to talk to you and make you understand of me. Then, that was a long time ago. I've stopped all that. i rather keep it to myself and tell abt it to my bestfrens and family. That's all. Whatever it is, i will keep on smiling to cover all the pain and sadness in my life. i dont want others to see how hard my life is at least. Always follow the Rasulullah s.a.w. hadis and Al-quran. Insya-Allah, Allah will guide you. Amin Ya rabbal'Alamin. ;') Monday, September 12, 2011 Even though its raye, i dont feel like its really raye. I had a tough month... i really donno wat to do... just keep on tawakal. ive think far and i think that i really cannot live without him. even if i try to move on. Seriously. I dont think i can be as happy as i am right now even though im going through the ups n downs. At times, i dont know why i am facing this kind of situation in my life. Sometimes i feel like crying but i asked myself again why. No matter how hard i try to stay strong, sometimes i fall on the ground but i stand up and tell myself: Never Give up. Maybe i should be very low profile instead like last time. Very quiet and keep everything to myself. i feel like doing crazy stuff but i dont know whats the benefit i get. Sometimes, i want to get over my limits but what do i get? i want to be crazy for awhile but what do i get? so, what i did was calm myself and tawakal to Allah. Maybe what i did in the past is coming through my way. Yet you never know what is coming through your way. May Allah guide us. Amin. Thursday, August 25, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Hey hey... i am so sleepy now. Haha! yesterday he went to RSH for an interview. Alhamadulillah, he got the job! Happy for him. After that, he went to the office with me. As usual, i was doing my job. He was sleeping at the sofa. :) hahah! Went to his house n break fast with his family. Helped him to paint his gate and thanks to him, i got lotsa black spots on my face, neck and hands. Even my watch. HAHA! What a mess. We had fun tho, in the end i end up sitting and let him do the rest. i was too tired and now my back is aching. i can barely bend down. He sent me home. It was fun. :) Thanks dear. Now, it's easier for me to see him! His working place is so near. 5 mins walk from my office. ;D hehehehe. Today, i got class at punggol. Oh my... i want my $19 back please! Cause i need it! heheheh... I love my guitar and love to play with it tho, i am not really good at playing it yet. Cause i don't really memorize the chords. HAHAHAH! Time flies. i've activate my fb for fun and no purpose to activate it also. Lol. I feel moved on cause i don't want to think of what had happened recently and i think it's important to think the happy things than all the shits. Think ahead. May Allah show me the truth. Amin. Till here. Update soon! BYE! Tuesday, August 23, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Hello! Yesterday was fun with him. He fetch me and we break fast together with his friends at haig road. It was nice meeting everyone. It was our first time walking at the bazaar. Fyi, he doesn't like to go there cause it's very pack and humid. He's a cranky baby. Hahahah! Anyway, what a surprise to see that girl while we walking out from paya lebar mrt. She was quite excited to see him tho. At the same time, he was on the phone so he didn't really saw her. i saw her clearly. Erm.. Don't want to say much about it. i am still sick and i still can't fast. :( About our case, i really need to drop it and i am really sick and tired about it. I can't be bothered to know about it anymore. I will just have to pray to Allah s.w.t. to show me the truth. I know the truth hurts but it's for my own good anyway. He should know what to do about it. I don't want to fight about this problem. i think it's lame. Let's just sit and watch. :) i really hope everything is not a drama. Amin. Ya Allah, Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui Segala baik dan buruk dalam hidupku. Tunjukkanlah aku kebenaran dalam hidupku ini. Amin. Till here. Soon. With Love, Anirah Sunday, August 21, 2011 Bismillahiramanirahim. Hey... What can i do when i am fated to be like this? i am sick and pleased that this happened to me cause whatever i did (my sins), this is how Allah pay me back. Redha. i realize that things will never be the same already. I don't know whether it will last or not. im not going to tell you what happened to me. Why im sick. It's not important anyway. I think i should have just say it and not hold it huh? tomorrow morning will go back to spore. Sure will be very tired and hopefully, i can hold the pain. I am upset right now. Cannot think of what to type. take care! Friday, August 19, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Hey there... im in the office alone and i feel like i want to fall asleep! :( So sleepy. I was thinking about facebook just now. He told me he activate back his facebook cause he said it's boring without facebook especially when you have iphone without facebook. Whatever. As long as he is happy. i couldn't be bothered about it anymore. I did went in to mine but when i look at it, i feel like what is there to do in facebook? Telling everyone how you technically feel though there's a good thing too, like sharing information. I still think that it's a waste of time to play facebook. I will reconsider about activate it back. Hmm. I somehow think that blogging is better. Even though i don't know who is reading this blog, i am having fun... :) Right now, im playing with my guitar in the office. hehe... i know, very random. Anyway, i am bored!!! i want to go geylang if possible to but food for break fast. :D Erm...I miss break fasting with my family. Yesterday, he accompanied me break fast at KFC, punggol plaza. Thank you very much! I appreciate it a lot. Seriously, break fast ALONE is not fun at all! The lonely feeling is so lonely. Hmm. Also, thank so much for fetching me from tuition class. i don't really like your friend though. I think that he is not really a good friend. He come to you when he need you and then gone when he got no story or things to tell. I really agree that some guys out there gossips WORST than the girls. Seriously, you need to get a life! I was kind of shock when i was working at my previous work place. Ya Allah.. Mulut murai macam makcik duduk bawa blok ok. Subhanallah. May Allah forgive you. Also, when i think of privacy. i mean you really want your own privacy? Then, don't even bother to have a girlfriend in your life please. I mean, what's the point of sharing and helping one another yet you still keep secrets behind the back and for what? Can i say immature? HAHA. Okeh. Let me share with you what've i got from the library yesterday about CINTA. There's a few useful notes for you. :) TIPS MENGEKALKAN HUBUNGAN CINTA 1. Bercintalah dengan niat untuk mendapatkan keredaan Allah. 2. Sentiasa mengambil tahu hal ehwal kekasih. 3. Mengekalkan rasa hormat, kasih sayang dan kejujuran dalam percintaan. 4. Jangan menurut hawa nafsu dan godaan syaitan. 5. Jangan memusnahkan cinta dengan melakukan hubungan seks di luar nikah 6. Keluar mesti bertemankan mahram. 7. Jangan berdua-duaan di tempat yang sunyi kerana yang ketiga adalah syaitan. 8. Jaga tutur kata dan peliharalah batas-batas pergaulan. CEMBURU Cemburu bertujuan untuk menjaga kehormatan orang yang saudara cintai, bukannya untuk memusnahkan kehidupannya. DOA-DOA CINTA "Ya Allah, jadiakanlah aku ini dicintai dalam hati setiap orang yang beriman dan jadikanlah aku ini dicintai dalam hati semua manusia." [ Bagus kalau kita mengamalkannya slelau. :) ] " Ya Tuhan Kami, anugerahkanlah kepada kami pasangan kami dan keturunan kami sebagai penyenang hati (kami) , dan jadikanlah kami imam bagi orang -orang yang bertakwa." Dalam hadis riwayat Tirmidzi dan Hakim, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. berkata, " Mintalah kepada Allah sedang kamu yakin terkabulnya, Dan ketahuilah bahawa Allah tidak mengabulkan doa dari hati yang lalai lagi bimbang." Yeah... That's all for the tips for today. If i have more i will share. :D May Allah be with us. Amin. With Love, Anirah Thursday, August 18, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Hello there! I am pretty upset actually. But whatever it is, just move on and be happy. I got to know that he activate back his fb without me knowing and change his password without me knowing else well. Congratulation. :) I don't know what else to do to resolve this problem. All i can do is just pray and hope that everything will be fine. So, yesterday was fun! with Sheila. It's been awhile we see each other? Dang! It was an awesome night singing and play with the guitar together. HAHAH! What a night... ;D We ate Cone Stone ice creammmm :D sooo nice! Oreo something.. for the flavor. Yummy!! And i wore tudung. Heheh! Feel like erm.... Something new. And i want to continue doing that. Insya-Allah very soon! In the office, so far a bit busy and if i have the time, i blog. I think that's the only way for me to express my feelings. Hmm. Anyway, i gtg now. I have so much to tell but.... i really got no time now. Allahumayassir Walatu'asir. With Love, Anirah Wednesday, August 17, 2011 Bismillahirahmanirahim. Hello! Yesterday break fast alone again. I think i have to get used to it. It's not fun eating and break fast alone ok. The reason i break fast alone because i have tuition class at 8pm. I cannot be late. So, i took permanent class teacher for p2 maths. I used to relief the classes and now, i am doing it as a permanent class. My plans for the class to improve with their division and multiplications. Hmm. I thought of buying the stars stickers and when they get in total of 30 stars, they will be rewarded. Ain't that cute. HAHA! Now, i have 3 tuition class. Though they didn't pay that much, yet i still got extra income for my own saving too. :D Alhamdulillah, so far so good. At least the class ain't that much. I still can handle it. As for my other class at Punggol, i am still trying to figure out how to handle them. Ain't that fun tuition one to one but i got to be strict next time round. I will be doing the same thing also about the stars stickers. So that they're willing to persevere to study to get reward from me! hehehe. Insya-Allah, i can teach them well and make them pass their exams with flying colours. For my tuition classes at hougang, it will end before my evening class start. Luckily heh. As for the Punggol class, i need to think about it. i need to discuss with my cousin. :0 I was quite beat off yesterday. When i reached home, i watched wujud6 with Along. It was ok lah. While tallking on the phone with him, it was random that i want to accompany him listen to mj12 even though we're not staying with each other. The thoughts that count. ;D And guess what!? He slept first. I was the one listening to mj12 till finish? HAHA! I am on a proper diet. :D Erm, so i think that i should just eat bread and drink milo to gain energy. Less oily food and less carbohydrate. Drink vitamin juice and exercise a lil. xD i need to maintain 55 kg at least. Now i am 58 kg. 3 kg more to go! Hopefully i succeed!! AMIN. The reason i want to go for a diet because my legs, they have big muscles. For my body, they are just fine. Only the hips n below parts are the most difficult part for me to maintain. If i can gain muscles at my stomach which is the abs, i am sooooooooo happy, a million time happy! HEHEHE... Also, i am in the process to wear back hijab. Tudung i mean. To think of it, i am not active like i used to in school and i don't club either. So, why must i wait till im married and got children? Why not now. Correct? Hopefully i can wear it as soon as possible. Amin. :) I want to lead a new life and as you know, we don't live forever in this world. We will come back to HIM. You never know that tomorrow might be the day and the day that you will say goodbye to everyone or you might not have the time to say goodbye to everyone. That is why, always forgive each other and never keep grudge with each other as we are all human being. ;) Always seek for His forgiveness and repent every time when you think that you should stop. It is not wrong to repent as He will guide you, insya-Allah and will always be by your side if you have faith in yourself and faith in Him. As He who create us, will never deceive us. Subhanallah. As He is the Almighty. Allahu Akhbar. Will blog soon again. Salamun'alaik. With Love, Anirah |
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