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Sunday, December 26, 2010 i am so restless yesterday night. Though i had dreams.. yet almost every hour i woke up and then sleep again. It is indeed very irritating. Why?? My brain was blank. i can't think of any problems or what so ever... Basically, me and sof n hrz planned to go singapore this wed BUT we have not ask any permission from our parents. Hopefully we can :) If it's comfirm.. I AM SO EXCITED!! haahahha. Well, at least before new year i will come back to msia.. cousins are coming over to bbq at home. NYehehhehe! imma upload loads of pics!!!! Thursday, December 9, 2010 SOME ARE JUST Can i live my life quietly?? Some just can't SHUT their mouth huh? Obviously if they really care they don't do this to me. And Hell NO! They don't deserve any respect and love from me. Why must i anyway? Oh.. It's because in the past we helped each other and you want a pay back.. like indebted or something like that? Obviously you do things not sincerely... i don't want to accuse BUT that is what i see right now. Nope. I saw that for YEARS. What's the reason and what do you get after telling about it...AKU DUDUK MEREMPAT!? You got brain or not? I stay Sengkang happily even though there's ups and downs. The past is the past and i've move on. It's a lesson to me. And why must you bring up that topic? NASI DAH JADI BUBUR... what can you do about it? Ergh!!!! Do you know how upset am i right now knowing all that...Like i said, the closest ones are your enemy. They just simply can't see you happy in any way and try to pull you down no matter what. You think i will stop? NOT AT ALL! This is the reason why i seldom see all of you. I seldom want to hang out with you. Don't ever think that i don't know a thing what you did behind my back. It's ok. Backstabber, hyporcrites will always be. i seriously got no time for these kind of people. i might forgive you but don't easily go Yayaya.. Allah s.w.t. saja yang balas kejahatan orang mcm ni. Bye. Friday, December 3, 2010 lately he's been so grumpy.. even on the phone but i know he is not in a gd condition. so i bare with him.. try to understand him. =) i really hope that he will get a better job and will be happy with the new job. :) i don't want to put any pressure on him anymore. i'll just go with the flow. Though i know.. i don't know how long will this relationship will end.. but hopefully till marriage. I really had enough of having relationship for the moment.. i just want him to be the last thats all. Ya Allah, tolong lah hamba mu yang lemah ini. Amin. i will love you forever. Thursday, December 2, 2010 everyday..lotsa things came up.. haish. -.- i just dont get it why..why this time? hmm.. Now the problem ain't abt me. Sometimes i just dont get it why some people just dont understand with their own family... and u dont even trust ur own family members? C'mon lah.. it is cruel u noe. maybe yeah.. i dont wanna get involve but i listen to what this person have to say.. and he got his own rites to do what he wanna do.. just trust him will you.....? people deserve chances in life. Can't u just sacrifice a bit for him..i know that u guys cant take the face that he change. Change to be someone that you guys dont expect that he will be.. But u never know.. and see what had happened now.. he dont have ur support. You guys dont give any understanding withing each other. The bond ain't there. Siblings, parents??? Allah.. seriously i dont understand. Ya Allah, Engkau tolong lah hamba mu ini.. Tunjukkan lah jalan yg benar dan bukakan lah hatinya. Berikanlah cahaya Mu Ya Allah yang Maha Pengampun. Aamin. |
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